Sunday, June 17, 2012

Week 22: Junk-n-da-Trunk and the Journey of Losing 100 POUNDS

I Have Lost 40 Pounds and 40 Inches in 4 Months


I Have Lost a Total of 100 Pounds 
For once in my (adult) life, I am speechless. I have lost 100 pounds. I am only 15 pounds away from my overall goal. My pride in myself moves me to tears. 100 POUNDS!

The number one question I have received since I started this blog at the end of January is: when exactly did you begin your lifestyle change AND/OR when did your weight gain start. A picture tells a thousand words. All week I have sorted and gone through pictures to show you the process first hand.

Junk-n-da-Trunk
I think I've earned the right to jump for joy.
The Situation (Weight): 150lbs ( -40lbs)
Height: 5'4"
BMI: 25.7 (-7.7
Wiggle Jiggle Left (Upper Arms): 11" ( -3inch)
Wiggle Jiggle Right: 11.5" (-2.5 inch)
Boobs: 35" ( -5 inches)
Under Boobs (chest): 32" (-5 inches)
Waist: 30" (-9.5 inches)
Chub-a-Muffin (the tire/doughnut/hips): 34" (-10 inches)
Squishy-Tushy (butt): 38" (-5.5 inches)
Thunder Thigh Left: 23.5" (-1.5 inches)
Thunder Thigh Right: 24" (-1.5 inches)
Calf Left: 15" (1 inch)
Calf Right: 16" 

TOTAL INCHES LOST:  40 inches 

Healthy Happy Baby Girl

I was a healthy, happy, averaged sized baby to about 8 years old. Not going to lie, I was an adorable child (before pre-puberty started haha). 
I've changed in many ways, but NOT AT ALL in other ways.
Somewhat "Active" Childhood
I was not a HUGE chunk of a girl, yet. However, look at my skinny as a rail sister! This is what I was compared with when declined candy from the little old neighbor lady. Nice.
I had a moderately active childhood (emphasis on moderately, this might be an overstatement). I played soccer for 6 years and sucked every single minute of it. I also played basketball (same thing, some children suck at sports...then there was me, on a whole different level of terrible). I was never in shape. My favorite time of the soccer game was half-time so that I could eat orange slices and gummies while drinking Capri Sun. I went on hikes and bike rides with my dad and sister, especially in the summertime. That was one of the perks of having parents who worked in the school district, summers ROCKED. This was about the age that started hiding food (about 8 years old). It started to ensure that I would get more Lifesaver gummies than my sister, and later fuelled a dangerous food addition. To this day, I find myself hiding food. I will buy protein bars and keep a small stash in my room "just in case". The difference is, I do not eat them now. It is just physiological. I suppose in case there is a zombie apocalypse and I have to hide in my bedroom, I will have a supply of food. 

I Still Grit My Teeth at the Thought of Middle School.
(8th Grade) Anyone who was a bully to me: You can now, officially, eat your heart out. 
 Anyone who says the phrase, "middle school was awesome," I would have the urge to go all Glee on you and splash slushy in your face. I was not only awkward in appearance, but in personality too. I was the shy, quiet type that had weird interests of writing and Sailor Moon. I loved boy bands and my cat (ok, well, I am still totally best friends with my cat). I was tortured and picked on like you wouldn't believe. I was pushed down stairs, spat on, stalked, given swirlies, etc. Today, I have a ZERO bulling tolerance. There is no excuse to treat another human that way. This also led to more weight gain. 
High School AND Middle School!
Food was comfort. I ate my emotions covered with chocolate, caramel, and butterscotch toppings. I also had major health issues during my middle school years, especially in 8th grade. I missed nearly that year due to migraine and the receptors in my brain turning off temporarily. I was hospitalized and lost over 30% of my overall strength when I was unable to walk for almost a week. This ordeal led to even more weight gain. Even my teachers joined in the chorus of evil school kids in poking fun at me. I had ZERO self-confidence. I would often stand starring in the mirror, crying at what I saw in my reflection. My friend, Mr. Chocolate was always there for me, however. He was always so kind and friendly.

Oh High School, Thanks for NOT Being Middle School!
My high school years were better. I had friends who loved me the way I was. I met some of the most influential people in my life, mostly in the form of teachers. Even though my social life was getting better and the torture had stopped, my issues with food started spinning out of control. I stopped playing sports completely, unless junk food eating in your bedroom is a sport. If so, I should have been an Olympian. 
On the left was my beautiful sister and myself in Grand Central Station in NYC (age 16). On the right was me in France for the first time (age 17) eating frog legs.
A Life Changing Teacher Leads to a Year in France 
I picked up some TERRIBLE eating habits in France. Baked good with Nutella happened daily. Gummies? You betcha!
The high school teacher that has influenced my life the most was Jon Magnus. He did not only teach French, he taught about life and culture. He inspired me to explore the world and transformed me into the "girl on the go" that you all know today. He also played a huge role in bringing me out of my shell. Through his encouragement, I did a Rotary Exchange in Nancy, France for one year. This was one of, if not the most, influential years in my life thus far. This is the land of the birth of my love of wine and travel, the now building blocks of the foundation of my life. However, my eating habits in France took a turn for the worse. If you have been to France, you know about all of the bakeries and the delicious goodness that goes with that. Fun fact: I am a gummy connoisseur. If I could eat one junk food for the rest of my life without any consequences- it would be gummies. (Specifically Smurf gummies that you can only find in certain countries in Europe. I would eat AT LEAST a package a day while living there.) I did stand out in Europe because of my weight (I get that question a lot). None of the clothes fit me at the trendy stores and all the girls I went to school with were skinnier than a French fry (or at that time I suppose they were freedom fries?).

The Freshman 50.
Forget the freshman 15! I did the Freshman 50 (to be fair, I gained the 50 in 1.5 years. Working at Disney played a huge role. We are getting to that). Now that is talent. This was the first time in my life that NO ONE judged me for my eating habits. I kept a large bin of food next to my bed. You never know when a craving for frosting and animal cookies would come on.
My beautiful and amazing roommates Amanda and Hillary! I am super proud of both of them- both teachers! I am proud of me too...in pictures I no longer stand out as the "chunky friend." haha! 
Mickey Made Me Eat It
I hit my all time peak weight of 250 pounds while working at Walt Disney World. Because it was an internship, it did not pay well. For me it was about eating as much as much as humanly possible while spending as little money as possible. A block down from my apartment complex was a Cici's Pizza (all you can eat, pizza, breadsticks, and pasta). It is a carboholic's dream. Because I was a Disney employee I got a discount there. It cost under $4 for ALL YOU CAN EAT. I gave that phrase a run for its money because I could eat a hell of a lot.

SO WHAT CHANGED?!?!
Jon Magnus visiting me in Nancy, France 2007
So how did I go from the all you can eat queen to the workout routine queen, you ask? Sometimes you get a rude awaking that hits you, so metaphorically hard in your face that you actually feel it. Jon Magnus (life-changing French teacher), became acutely ill and found himself fighting for his life. When he was in the hospital, it was said that the reason he pulled through one of the surgeries was because he was in good physical health before. When the thought, "If I were in his shoes, I would be dead right now," came into my mind, I burst into tears. I was 21 years old and was in such poor health that I knew I would die if I were hit with a sudden illness like his. This was 3 years ago.

Starting the Process
My Start-Out-Fitness-Angel, Morgan and I celebrating me getting below 200lbs.
 With that, I started going a couple times a week to the student recreation center at the CWU campus. I told one of my friends and fellow wine studies major of my goal to loose weight. Morgan went to the gym with me and pushed me to work harder. She celebrated my weight goals and lectured me when I slipped up and ate fried food. I would not have been able to do it without her.
God Bless my dad for putting up with this sour puss while starting out! hahahaha!
It was a slow and often painful process. You see me now all smiles and joy- but that was NOT always the case. Loosing weight is really freaking hard, especially when you are first starting out. Anyone who says otherwise will get another slushy in the face.

My Helpers

The above picture is of my daily motivation. I got a pet bunny, Thumper at the beginning of my weight loss process. Being a poor college student, I could only afford to buy a certain amount of food. Seeing as though I needed to feed my sweet bunny, I stocked up on fresh, organic fruits and veggies- instead of my junk food. Thumper taught me how to eat properly. The below picture is me and Casey (bonded due to our "twinship" we discovered while working at Disney together). This picture symbolizes what she has been for me (even from a distance) during this whole process. She is always there to help me up when I fall and I could not have done it without her. 

Bribe Yourself!
MY BEST ADVISE I GIVE- THE TRUE KEY TO MY SUCESS: I bribe myself. It is amazing what I will do for a pedicure. Overtime, when eating well and exercise become habit, instead of something you force, it becomes more enjoyable. 
I went sky diving with my sister and 2 of my awesome friends when I got to 170lbs (the first time, haha!)
I wanted to run a marathon in Paris. So, I did some pretty cool runs (7 total: 5 with my dad, 5 5Ks and 2 1/2 marathons). As a reward: I did the Semi-Marathon de Paris. Even better: one of my dear friends, Mary, flew over to run it with me. Let me tell you, I started sobbing a few times through it (mostly because someone pushed me at the beginning and I tore my hip flexor...but also because I was so damn proud of myself for doing it)!
After my injury during the race, I was unable to walk properly on my leg for months. Besides walking around Europe, I did not workout. I turned back to the European baked goods and gummies and found myself enjoying the local beverages more and more.  
European Culture is so yummy and fattening!
California (Food) Dreaming 
The below picture might be a bit fuzzy, but that is the best pizza I have EVER had in St. Helena, CA. I polished one off BY MYSELF a few times. :-/
A few months later, I was hired in Napa Valley for a job in Direct Sales for a high-end winery in Calistoga. Due to depression that crept over me while living down there, I turned to food for comfort, yet again. It was some of the most EPIC eating binges I have done in my entire life. A pint Ben and Jerry would be my appetizer to meals that surely weighed in at 3000 calories. Not to mention, eating out in Napa was not only an expensive experience it was fatty, creamy, and delicious. It was kinda like living in Europe all over again food wise. In the 7 months I was down there, I gained a total of 30 pounds. I was 190 when I got back to Washington. That is when I started this blog. 

I have lost 40 pounds since late January.
THE BIGGEST HELP SINCE STARTING THIS BLOG
In Mexico in the end of March 2012- days before starting with my awesome and amazing trainer, Syrina. Compare this picture to one of me today. I have lost OVER 20 pounds (and added muscle) because of the extra motivation. Feeling and looking the way I do today is PRICELESS.
Get a trainer or join group exercise. Surround yourself with people who motivate you. I hear people give a lot of excuses why they do not workout. Believe me, I know them all because I've use to use them all. #1: I don't have time. I call my B.S. card. I get up at 4:30am 3 days a week to get my workout in. There is always time. #2: Gyms and personal trainers are too expensive. What are you spending money on that is more important than your health and livelihood? Everything else could be stripped away from you. Health is all we truly have in life. Why not try to improve it to the best of your abilities? 

This does not happen over night. This has been (off and on) a THREE YEAR PROCESS for me to loose 100 pounds. The worst is starting over. Stick with it!

If you ever need some motivation and encouragement, email me. Seriously. I could not have done it without some of my fitness angels and I would be honored to pay it forward and help you. blairkat@gmail.com 

Aloha, Hawaii

At the end of the week, I fly out for my new adventure in Hawaii. I am so excited. As soon as I know my schedule and time of day I get internet access, I will figure out my new blog posting schedule. 

THANK YOU. The days I feel like giving up, I get your emails, facebook comments, and face-to-face conversations saying how much you are enjoying reading this. It keeps me going. I am so close to my over all goal. I know, because of you, I am going to get there! You are my super stars.

Please email with any questions or comments! XOXO!!!









Monday, June 11, 2012

Week 21: Sooo, I am moving to Hawaii.

A hui kaua, means "until we meet again"
...in Hawaiian
Current Situation: 153lbs and moving to Hawaii.
It has been a whirl wind of a week. It was sometime ago that I was hired by Norwegian Cruise Lines to part of Pride of America. This is the only U.S.A. flagged cruise ship in the world, which circles the Hawaiian Islands. I leave on the 23rd. As in 12 days from today (June 11, 2012) I will set forth on a new adventure. That is my life style. I am like a boomerang. I come and I go. As I figure out exactly my role on the ship and my schedule, and so on, I will tell you all. And yes, I will be continuing my blog! 
My new home.
Traveling is not just a vacation for me. It is embedded in the soul of who I am. I have a yearning that makes me unsatisfied when I do not have a planned cultural exploration in my future. It actually feels a lot like depression. I am so pleased that I have been able to find a job that allows me to not only travel and get paid, but work 5 months on and get 5 weeks off to travel for leisure. 
I really have no clue what this job has in store for me. I am so excited to find out. I have always wanted to live near the ocean,  and to fall asleep to the heartbeat of its waves. This is better, even. I will be living on the ocean, along the coasts of all the major islands of Hawaii. Also, I am overjoyed my oldest and dearest friend, David Reimer, is already on the ship working (he has for a month now). So, I get a wild adventure outside my comfort zone, with one of my best friends in the world. What more could a girl ask for?
Joan of Arc said it best. People ask me how I do it, how I keep running off and leaving my family behind. To be honest, I don't know how. They are my world. However, my travels are not just a hobby, they are a calling within me. It started at age 16 when I flew on a plane by myself for the first time to do an internship camp at SeaWorld during the summer. Then a leap came when I became a Rotary exchange student at 18 years old and lived in France for a year. It lead to me taking a quarter off school and moving to Florida when I was 20 to work at Walt Disney World for an internship through CWU. Finishing school sent me down to live in Napa Valley for a short-lived experience that brought me full circle, back to my stomping grounds of Wenatchee, Washington (Walt Disney once said, "Everyone should experience an epic failure when they are 23 years old." Walt was very right). Each of these experiences, in their own way, has brought me to this new adventure. 

I will admit. I am nervous....about my workouts. I have been on fire here in Washington. I have been focused and dedicated. It is easy to do so when you have the support I have had here. I have a bad track record of loosing sight of my fitness goals when I move to a new location. This experience has got to be different. I put my foot down. I have come too freaking far to stop. I know how hard it is to start over and I will NOT allow myself to do so. I am braver, stronger, and smarter than I think.
The above statement is true. And as Thomas the Train said, "I think I can," I am going to raise him one and say, "I know I can." What is most important to me? My health. I just have to remind myself of that when I am feeling lazy or thinking I "earned" some "comfort" (aka super fatty/carby) food. 

WHY MY WEEK ROCKED
This week started the weekly summer yoga classes every Wednesday night at Ohme Gardens. This is a little piece of paradise that looks over the Wenatchee Valley. It is the most peaceful yoga experience. Listening to the fountains and birds while the warm sun coats you in the preparing sunset. I plan to do this the next two Wednesdays before I fly out (depending on our iffy weather). 
This little love of my life is Rosie, my best friend in the world since I was in 4th grade. She rocks my socks every day. She has seen my suitcase come out, and she is not happy. Ut-oh.
I am a recovering PB&J addict. However, the average Peanut Butter sandwich has, on average, 400-500 calories. Non Merci! So I have figured out a way to get my fix with only 150 calories! Wahoo! I use whole wheat bread that only has 40 calories a slice (can you say booyeah?!). I use low sugar Smucker's jam because the lower sugar subtracts the calories down to 25 a tablespoon. Better'n Peanut Butter might not TASTE better than peanut butter, but it does the trick (especially with jam). It has 1/2 the calories, fat, and sodium to normal peanut butter. 

Fruit Stands are open again! I stop on the way from work at one and get fresh berries every day. A perfect driving snack! 

Thank you Mary from Germany for sharing this with me! I am so happy that you guys keep reading this. Pretty darn sure we are all on the same page with humor week to week. That is why you guys rock my week each week!

Hello Kitty, Kitty made my week. Rosie would murder me in my sleep if I tried to get that on her. Adorable.
This week was brought to you by the color yellow. Mostly because it was so cold and gloomy. I am so fed up with cold. I give up. I think I will move to Hawaii and get away from it. ;-)
I was a Wilderness Explorer and went on a hike with my dad. "A wilderness explorer is a friend to all, be a plant or fish or tiny mole!" (Yes, that was an Up! reference.) It was FREEZING. I had 5 layers on and was still shaking in my boots. It was, of course, still fun. 
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stay tuned for next week. It is going to be a big big big one!! It is my last Washington blog for a while, a junk-n-the-trunk, AND (possibly, hopefully, fingers crossed...I'm 2lbs away...) a 100 pound weight-loss mile marker. I will be working on putting it together all week (lots of photos of the whole journey). You won't want to miss it.

Have a fabulous week. Congrats to all the graduates out there! Remember! Email me with any questions or comments: blairkat@gmail.com 

Pa`a ka waha {observe, be silent, and learn} 

Monday, June 4, 2012

Week 20: Vive La Smoothie

4 Pound Weight Loss (in 2 weeks) and Surviving Vegas
WE PASSED and got these nifty pins to prove it!
I know I promised you an epic and exciting blog about my adventures in Las Vegas, taking the sommelier intro exam, and struggling with temptation. HOWEVER, thanks to my nemesis, Mr. Flu, I had the MOST tame version of a trip to Vegas known to mankind. I think a group of 80 year olds probably out-did me. I was in bed before 8pm every night and barely able to function in class. The wines that were served were beautiful and sometimes, world renown. Normal, healthy, happy Katie would have been clicking her stylish, yet affordable heels with the thought of doing blind tastings and sipping on wine all day. Sick, pukie, and tired-as-hell Katie was not as amused. However, through it all, both myself and my travel buddy (yeppy, the same one who went to M-M-M-Mexico with me) Ali, passed the test. We did get some shopping in, so it was not a complete waste of Vegas.
Current Situation: 155lbs (4lbs in 2 weeks and the flu so it doesn't really count, haha!)


REASONS MY WEEK ROCKED
Black berries are unreal in their amazingness right now. Great for snacking, great for smoothies (see below). Also photographed here is Frodo (le dog). He gave us quite a scare by having a seizure this weekend. He is thankfully ok! 
It is time to pump up your nail polish color. Summer is just around the corner! 

DIY Frozen yogurt places are the BEST. You can really make it as healthy or unhealthy as you want. This baby only had 200 calories and was full of great nutrition! 


Our Sommelier classes were held in the Bellagio. It was stunning. There were breath-taking bouquets like this in every hallway. 


 I now have a bow to match every outfit. Bliss!


I don't have to CRAM for anything for a while. Study, always. Cram, avoid! 


I may or may not have eaten carrots and celery sticks walking down the Las Vega Strip my last day (when I was feeling like eating)....I know, I know. I'm an odd duck.


My dad and I are twinzies! One of my happiest moments in a long time! Friday morning, I went to Wenatchee High School's end of the year award ceremony. I knew a dear friend was being recognized for her community service. It turned out that my dad received the top honor for staff, The Heart of the Panther (by twins, I mean I was honored with the involvement branch of this award when I graduated from WHS). ALSO, his Sports Medicine team won 1st overall in the NATION.  I have seen how much time and heart he has put into his job my entire life. He never asks for recognition and, in my opinion, does not get enough for the countless hours he puts in. I am proud of you daddy! You were overdue for this! :-)


Vive La Smoothie
I have been promising for sometime now that I would do a whole section of my blog dedicated to my smoothie addiction/way of life/pure love. 
What You Need:
1) A good freaking blender
I know it is weird to consider house hold appliances friends and allies, but I would go that far with the Vita Mix. It is amazing and blends through anything. It is great for frozen fruit and ice...or whole fruits and veggies. It allows you to get all the full nutrion value of the skins without the weird texture. 
2) Liquid
I prefer to NOT use juice or milk (or milk substitutes). I use plain water, flavored teas, or plain iced coffee. I am adding plenty of calories and really don't need more. Sometimes I will add coconut water. It has great levels of electrolytes and is amazing with a tropical smoothie blends. 
3) Protein
When I make a smoothie for a MEAL, I always add some sort of protein. I try to avoid (or cut back) if the smoothie is a SNACK. I mix it up. The above are some of the most common protein sources I use (vanilla/chocolate protein powder [Costco's rocks], nuts, and Greek yogurt).


4) Fruit and Veggies
Fruit can be expensive. Two ways to cut back (and thicken your shakes) is frozen fruit or apple sauce. Frozen fruit is THE WAY TO GO. Not only is it delicious, it makes your shake super creamy. I love frozen bananas too. They keep way longer, and can replace a protein powder or yogurt for a thickening agent if you are just having a snack, or going gluant free. I add whatever fresh fruit I have too. Veggies smoothies are also delicious!
5) Extras I Add
In the morning I always add oatmeal and pee pollen (top two pictures). They add carbs (oatmeal) and good energy (both). Chia is soooo good for you. It is also a thickening agent when added to water (it turns into a gel). The FIRST thing I do when I go to make a smoothie is put a teaspoon of chia and bee pollen in with 3 teaspoons (maybe a little more) of cold water and let it soak while I prepare the rest of the smoothie. I stir occasionally. ADD THIS MIXTURE LAST when the blender is on LOW. They are both delicate. The gel the chia produces adds a "bubble tea" texture to your smoothie. If you do not like that texture, start by blending dry chia and raw oatmeal together and turn them to flour. Bee pollen cannot be done this way. I also love the Green Super Food. It adds a mixture of fruits and veggies to your smoothie, without the bulk and calories. Alone, it tastes like horse hay, in a smoothie you don't taste it. I also add AT LEAST a cup of spinach to every blender. You cannot taste it, it just effects the color. 


MONEY SAVER: If you have a smart phone, go to a health food store (or section of the grocery store), find the exact ingredients you want, go on amazon.com app and order them from there. You will save tons. 
6) Flava Flava, What's Your Flava?
When I have fruits that are not as sweet or have been frozen, I LOVE my truvia in my smoothie. As I said, I also love adding iced tea or iced coffee (make the night before, your ONLY prep work!). I often add the instant coffee right into the blender. Sometimes, you just cannot remember to make it the night before. I would not try this if it is not instant! Sometimes I also add a tiny bit of instant sugar free pudding to it. It adds texture and flavor. 


Smoothie Ideas
Raspberry Mocha Loca 
This is so yummy and is a great way to start your day: lots of caffein. Sometimes I do not have time to drink a smoothie and enough tea and coffee to keep me going. This allows you to multi-task. :-)


Banana Banaza
This is really good with banana instant sugar free pudding too. For a snack, I replace the oatmeal and protein powder with apples and/or applesauce. Another idea is a tablespoon of peanut butter. YUM.


Tropical Whampical Delight
The other day I had some mangoes that were about to go bad. I peeled them and squeezed a cup of juice out of them. I used that as the base of my smoothie. It was a magical tropical experience! 


Really the possibilities are endless. Let me know some recipes you have been using and I will try them out as well. If you are in a smoothie rut, EMAIL ME. I am pretty good and specializing smoothies for taste and your dietary needs (I have been studying!). 


I ALWAYS try to keep my meal smoothies under 400 calories. People think I'm crazy for even counting calories when everything I add is good for me. However, weight-loss is unfortunately a math equation (I LOATH MATH). 1 POUND equals 3500 calories. If you can 3500 calories EXTRA each week (between what you eat and exercise) you can loose 1 pound a week. Calories do matter but they shouldn't be everything. 
I am exciting for this week. I am thankful for my health,  my body that earns for strenghth, and all of you! Don't forget to email me with any questions, comments, or smoothie ideas/questions! (blairkat@gmail.com)
XOXO!